i have sinus, sore throat, swollen glands, sweats, taking all kinds of supplements, which i have NOT taken in a while, which explains why i'm sick, why can't i just accept this and continue to take all these pills???? i have very vivid and exhausting dreams. i like them and don't like them, can never remember all of them, but they are pawdy. usually about my family, usually about someone trying to hurt me, or i'm trying to escape, which is why i'm exhausted when i wake up. still sleeping on my sofa, which in why my neck hurts, will try to sleep in my bed soon..... i guess, i don't really want to. have been sleeping or staying on my sofa until time to go to work. i guess i am trying to conserve energy for all the folks who zap it while i'm there ! toodles.

sunday night; hot, getting hotter; waiting for fall; will schedule roofer; will do laundry, clean house; one more day before a break; vegging on couch under fan watching nothing on tv with tootie; thinking about war, israel, the end of time, suffering, rapture, 2nd coming ,what Jesus is thinking now; wishing he would come and sit on the couch with me (and bring my mother and dad with him) and have a nice long talk

hi folks! remember that dude on tv, indy residents?? well, just finished another exhausting , disgusting day at work, and i'm glad i'm off tomorrow. Tomorrow will be the final day of hail damage estimates on the house, and hopefull i can make a well informed and intelligent decision. I hate making them. Not good at it, i always wonder if it is the right one, oh well, ..... 2 days ago, my sisters ex husband's brother died, age 45, of cancer, had a brain tumor and lived with it, a long time, but finally it got him and he has 2 small children, it's very sad, a lot of people have been dying around me lately, and it brings all the mystery and questions of life after........if only we knew what to expect, how much easier it would be on us all. thats a question i will ask God. well, nothing else to say, i wonder if tunky has made her curtains yet?? or if the beans demanded all her time today????????????????

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY ! CAN ANYONE TELL ME WHY I CAN'T VIEW ANYTHING I POST FOR 2 DAYS AFTER I POST IT ??????

It's Sunday again, nice calm quiet morning. I thought I would water my flowers, since it was scorching yesterday and I forgot. So I get ready to go outside, slide my foot in my shoe and felt a wet slimy present from my cat, yes she barfed in my shoe ! I have never experienced that in life, saw it it scenes on tv, movies, but now i can say I have had the experience! Thank you TOOTIE! Waiting for laundry to get done, and deciding when to shower, not looking forward to going into work this afternoon. Thinking about the 4th and wondering if anyone is going to celebrate, half of me wants to, the other wants to hang out on my couch/bed and while the hours away. It's going to be 90 today (hate that)that means hot at work, as the AC never quite works right. Thinking about my sister Linda who might be christened into the Catholic Church today, except she came over at midnight last night and said she has nothing to wear. Except this Eastern type of Catholic Church calls it something else, besides christened, can't think of the word. I wonder if she did it? Something inside me doesn't want her to. But Father Sid is putting the pressure on, little does he know that even if she does, she wants to go to other churches too, closer to her home ! She is quite unique. My dinger is dinging, the eggs are done for my tuna and or egg salad. Lori is having Spencer's 2nd b d party today, I have tons of housework to do, and I hear Tootie wretching, so off I go on a Puke mission. Such is the everyday life of ME Toodles !

It's Sunday eveing here in Indy. I had a very nice day. I actually did something outside. I'm not much of an outside person, because I'm so sensitive to hot temperatures, but today wasn't so bad. I went on a garden tour in historic Irvington with my daughter. It's a quaint area with such peaceful elegance of an era gone by. We had 10 homes to tour, (the gardens). They were wonderful. The first stop was a mistake, we went to a house we thought was #1, instead it was just someone's house, kinda dunky ! And we went tromping into the back yard, where there were old vehicles, mud puddles and a vegetable garden! It was then I realized, this was not a home on the tour, and we hi tailed it out of there! I wonder what the owner thought? Who are those crazy people trespassing on my turf????? !!!!!!! Anyway, we made it thru all 10 gardens, with pouring down rain, ( I enjoyed that) and the people were all nice and friendly. There was even a big huge grandfather like clock on the parkway, i really liked that. One young man with CP introduced us to the Bona house, where paintings are, he was a gentle soul. Then on to the fabric stores to try to find fabric for curtains. And then there was the free planting we got for taking the tour. It was a great time for me to spend with my daughter alone, (we don't get to do that much) Papa watched the 3 beans so Tunky cound get away,,,, thank you Wiggy ! Then a final surprise, Boo, Midget, Boney, Forest, and Pie came strolling down the street, with Tunky, Ja, and Charity(Charity, we'll have to get you a nick name!) GREAT DAY ! Thank you God for giving me this day!

Hello All, it's been a while since my last post for 2 reasons: I cant seem to get on to my site, and I don't have much to say ! But today I will complain, I do it well. I have home food delivery service, Schwan's. I seem to never be home when they deliver, and today was just that day. I tried hard to be here, but when I got home, that sticker was on my door, I had missed them again, and the bad part is they deliver only every 2 weeks, so I have to wait.... again...... I don't like waiting. I am already waiting on my car to be serviced at the dealer, they called and of course want to fix something extra; I always want to say no, because I think they take advantage of women, but I agreed today. Aflter all, it's only money right???????? I seem to be spending a lot of it lately, it comes and goes so fast. I am thinking of planting some plants on the front side of the house, foundation plantings, cause it is bare, and ugly, but I have to have that dug up and that is dollar signs, along with the plantings, and of course i can never make decisions, so choosing the right ones is hard. OHHHH!!!! I would like to have someone to tell me what to do, choices to make and then do all the work for me, Is there anyone out there ??????? I'll gladly pay you Tuesday for a hamburger today!!!!!!!! (Know what that is from???) Well ok, den, I guess th th th th that's all folks!!!!!!!

My Doe - Tah- She is a special one. She rearranges her living room/dining room about every 48 -72 hours! You never know what you will find when she opens her door. It is really quite refreshing. She changes the living room into the dining room, the dining room into a TV room, the computer has had several different sites to live; the TV has been in at least 6 different locations; she has many tables that walk around to find a new spot and function. She has many toys that sprinkle your path into the unknown, thanks to 3 beautiful, happy, charming, active, smart , joyful, tireless, energetic, handsome, boys-(did I mention they were beautiful?) And now she is painting the living room/dining room/play room/puter room. She has a house of many colors. It has purpleish walls, gold walls, blue walls, yellow walls, greenish, brownish walls, Had turquoise walls, now white. And now,a very attractive rust/burnt umber(?) old world south of France/Italy color. Except she has ran out of paint, and has the challenge of matching it to some new paint she must find, a rather daunting task,since this paint has no color number/I.D. on the can it was in(it was acquired with the purchase of this home.) But , I have faith, SHE WILL PREVAIL! So, if you ever visit the MESA TRIBE, you will discover her many talents and charms, to say the least. (Did I mention she is a wonderful mother?)

i just got home from work, it was a terrible night. i am so weary from everything i have to deal with. my co workers are very difficult people, no morals, quick tempers, yelling, cursing, challenging authority, i wanted to leave and never go back. but instead, i stood my ground and then walked away to get some peace. and i prayed that i would not lose my temper or say vindictive things. That's what i wanted to do. To tell them how horrible and unfair and totally unprofessional they are, not to mention, totally disrespectful . no one will confront them or be honest with them, which leaves me feeling alone and a mitfit who is never backed up. i could go on and on. but i won't. not worth it. anyway, after tomorrow, i get 6 days off. i'm looking forward to that. anyone else work in a place like this? OH NO, i just remembered, tomorrow is trash day! i forgot to set out the BEAST ! guess i have an appointment with BEAST early in the morning, WHAH!!!!!!!

NONI: I love Noni. Noni has been my constant companion these last few weeks; At first, I wondered if Noni was really helping. I wondered if Noni helped others, but just didn't help me. Some days i thought Noni helped, other I wasn't so sure. But today, I really believe that Noni is helping me. I feel very good at the moment. My knee feels good. Thanks, Noni. My digestion is good, thanks to Noni. I even sleep better at night because of Noni. Noni's original form is ugly. And Noni's altered form, makes me pucker a bit. But I like it ! And that's my story of Noni !!!!!

Today is my parents 65th wedding anniversary. I wish I could spend time with them and tell them how much they are loved and missed. But they are with Jesus now. I know they would love to see all the great grandchildren that they have never met. I know one day they will. But today, there are cherished memories of simple and wonderful days gone by and daily thoughts (and regrets) to keep me company. But still I know that they are happy and would not want to come back. So, Happy Anniversary Mootie and Daddy, TWMA

thanks for helping me tunk, i know im stupid, but i learn purdy quick i did it !

I'm upset . About the garbage can. My trash can was supposed to be picked up today, and they did not pick mine up, They picked up everyone elses on my street, but not mine. This adds to my feelings of inferiority and inadequacy- the garbage man won't take my trash :( I called my sister, shed didn't know why, I called my daughter, she didn't know why, they always pick up their trash. I called the trash people, i got an answering machine telling me to have a good day. I asked my co workers about this and then I learned that it was not because they didn't like me, it was because if you don't have it turned facing the street, and on a flat surface, they will not take it! I was appalled ! How dare they be so picky! I did not ask for this monster trash can, nor do i want it, i like my garbag bags, but NO, they will not take them either. It is the law now to use the beast garbage can. So remember that if you own one of these beasts, you must have the opening facing the street, and on a flat surface, (mine was leaning a bit) and no cars can be around it; it will be left behind. I understand that eventually everyone will have this beast. like it or not, I feel like my privacy and rights have been infringed upon. BIG BROTHER anyone??????

Aww, i just got home from working and it feels good to be home. It was a beautiful day here , i hated having to work, but there will be other days. I got a nice surprise today, while outside, i looked down the street and here came my 3 babies with mom and pop, taking a walk in their stroller. They are so adorable. One man who was standing with me said "Did she have all them the same day?" HA HA HA ! I said triplets usually come the same day! Some people, when they see them ,ask if they are twins!!!! I ask you, which of these comments wins the prize? Just found out that my house has hail damage, not good since that storm happened weeks ago. I need to look at my house more often!

Ronnie I just read tunky's blogg, cute tunk! Why does your pinky toe get popped? What does popped mean? Well, my daughter convinced me to get a blogg last night, why I don't know; I guess we'll see; right now my cat is quacking at me to go outside; yes, she quacks instead of meows!