well, it's almost december 22, i can't believe christmas is almost here. hasn't seemed like christmas, i guess because it's been so warm. and i guess that's why i let things go and now i have so much to do, not enough time to do them all, and then i complain about it, but then when it's all over, i am sad, and wish it were all ahead of me again. happens every year, and i always say next year will be different. next year will be the same. that's life. this is the first year i didn't put up any christmas decorations. i love christmas decorations. i haven't seen the lights yet, hope i will, i have been listening to christmas music tho, am looking forward to seeing the little ones open presents.